Intuition vs. fear and silly odds

I’m going to go on ride to nowhere, wherever I end up, I will create something. Sometimes driving simply allows me to have my 60,000 thoughts a day at a slower pace. Possibly, in my case it’s more like 80,000 thoughts but that’s something for another day. I've got some time for the first time in a while and that means there are some odds to beat. I always wonder where “experts” come up with crazy reasoning about everything in life and try to dissuade folks from going after something they want. Inside of everyone is a powerful voice that says anything is possible. I recall sitting in a room full of people the better part of a decade ago and the authority figure up front basically said that “1 out of 35 of you have a chance to make it and even that one person will fail after 2 years". The voice inside me began to laugh out loud because my intuition always tells me to beat the odds. So far, I have knocked that one out of the park! I plan on defying many many more "odds". That’s not to say that fear doesn't try and creep in at any given moment in life, those are the moments when the thoughts multiply and confusion could set in. These are also the moments when after a little time you weigh in on the intuition vs. fear battle and make a decision. Once a choice is made, you either give into fear or believe in your intuition; passion, love, will, determination, forgiveness, and faith are all the byproducts of trusting the voice inside of you that says “screw the odds”~ We got this!

It doesn't matter if it’s a career choice, a relationship, personal battles, or anything else. If something inside of you tells you it is right, work hard at it and don’t, by any means, allow fear to set any limits on your dreams. The world belongs to the risk takers, the folks who laugh at the experts and go after what they want. Circumstances will come and go; maybe you will doubt yourself because you’re not exactly in the place you want to be. This is a good thing! The fire burns inside and complacency is not an option. I’m there right now, at this place where I have to evaluate and create a way to get to the place I really want to go. Imagination on the big picture and eyes set clearly on what to do right now. Fears and doubts were creeping in for a bit, but they never ever win out when my intuition tells me the three important factors in beating the odds; what I want to do, who I want to share it with, and where I want to go. I am certain of all three! Today perhaps, a few pages get written or an audition comes up or I simply drop down to 40,000 thoughts. No matter what, the direction will be evident. Whoever the experts are can take their story elsewhere, we got this.  Whatever the odds, love your chances and trust your heart!    

ALL OF IT

I went to New York City today. I had no plan, no real reason to go, or even an idea except that I needed to get some clarity. Sounds a little ironic that one would go to the busiest place on earth for clarity I guess, but I simply love it there and when I’m in a rut; New York City or near the ocean is where I need to be. A lot has happened since I last wrote for people to see, quite a bit recently so I chose to act, to get moving back in the direction I need to go in order to be full of life again. I have a whole lot of energy in me and somewhere over the last couple of months I got caught up in something that kept me from flourishing in some incredibly important areas. In fact, I was stopped dead in my tracks recently. I have a fantastic job that I’m proud to do and find many rewards in simply doing it. Also, without a doubt, I have this amazing dream of telling stories; of acting and writing and having an outlet to release all the fears and doubts, experience and joy that goes along with being me. So maybe I did have a plan, a reason, and an idea when I left for the big city. I was in search of something, the connection to myself that will keep me growing into the man I want to be.

In another ironic twist, I ran into an old friend on the bus! We sat next to each other and in approximately 40 minutes engaged in a conversation about life and love and the “knowing” when you’ve found something great; when you’re connected to someone or something that brings out the best in you every single time. It helps you to run on a creative plane and teaches you to really listen and understand the complexities of what you say at any given time. As I walked through this bustling city, with all of its character and "characters", I realized that I have to practice fearlessness when it comes to the considerable gifts I’ve been given. I have to make good on my dreams and confidently walk toward them. I know what I want and who and I want to share it all with; it’s time to put any fears aside and go get it, ALL OF IT. To truly give the best I have in me, there are risks I need to take and risk has never stopped me before. 

The choice is yours

The choice is yours, to do anything in the world that will make you feel alive. It starts by aligning your thoughts with your heart's desire and taking that crucial first step. A dream may seem distant at first, and many times people give up on them when instant gratification does not present itself. There is no trick really, perseverance is a learned characteristic that you have to teach yourself by constantly asking the questions that lead you to the next right action. Those who are constantly sitting in limbo about what will make them happiest usually can't be content because they do not make up their own mind and they allow outside sources to dictate how life should be. The choice is yours.

Make decisions quickly and change your mind slowly; as opposed to making decisions slowly, which will have you changing your mind often and will lead to confusion. Your deepest fears and struggles cripple you from not being able to choose. The people, circumstances and ideas will always enter your life when you're open to enough and have decided what you want. Those who have accomplished great things in life; whether it be inventing something, writing inspiring songs, raising wonderful children, or simply becoming teachers to others, always practice the concept of choice. Feel alive today, make your decision and step toward your own dreams. Watch in awe and avail yourself to the great possibilities that come into your life. The choice is yours.

Faith, Honesty and Perseverance

This part of the ride will be rewarded by the very human elements of faith, honesty and perseverance. Inside the heart of a winner is the ability to let go of the negative forces in their life no matter how difficult it may seem at any given time. There will be people, places and situations that occur that can distract you from your purpose and leave you insecure. By being honest with yourself and true to your individual vision there is nothing you can't accomplish in this world. The simple idea of changing your perceptions will, in time, deliver an unmistakable feeling of security and hope that begins in the present moment. Believe that you deserve all of the desires in your soul. Take responsibility for the life you create. Keep moving, keep trusting and keep working toward your dreams.

Take Responsibility

Outside influences have nothing to do with where you are in life. There are people that intuitively blame the circumstances of their lives on everything that has happened to them up to this point. Until a choice is made to take responsibility for your own life and decisions; there will be no room for growth, for true happiness and confidence. Quit apologizing and start making choices. Nobody has the ability to make all of the right decisions, however everyone has the ability to make their decisions right. Comfort and security are only possible from inside your own heart. When you allow yourself to dwell on the past or be frightened by a future that you have no control over you become indecisive and unable to find your own potential. So when faced with decisions~ MAKE THEM and accept the results. Teach yourself to dream big dreams and let yourself follow them, watch in awe as the mystery unfolds before your eyes and take responsibility.

Surround yourself with people that are also moving forward and avoid those searching for comfort. Because in the end there is no such thing. Life happens, peaks and valleys, beautiful sunny days and storms; it is how you learn to redirect and improvise during these times that will bring you self assurance and understanding. Whatever your dreams may be, get after them and don't look back. People and situations have no bearing on your personal freedom so take responsibility and keep moving forward.

Create and Discover

From the dawn of time everything created is meant to be discovered. Take action today that will initiate the feeling of freedom in your soul and contentment in your heart. There is no need to disguise who you truly are in order to gain the approval from others or to gain instant gratification that will surely leave you puzzled in the long run. Today, remember that you are enough! You can start right now changing your perceptions of the people and situations that leave you feeling trapped or confused because they are things you can't change. Create the life you imagine for yourself and discover your own unique gifts for the world around you.

Fantastic Connections

There are many lessons to learn from simply watching the connections in the world. Our fears and worries are accumulated over time from unnecessary beliefs that we are defined by the current conditions of our lives. One of the biggest missteps you can make is to judge someone else or worse, judge yourself for the situation you're presently in. Don't let the disillusionment of yesterday or the uncertainty of tomorrow stop you from making a worthwhile connection to the world around you today.

There are people and occurrences in our lives that will have us feeling bound by doubt in our minds. By allowing yourself to see the beautiful connections surrounding you, seemingly small actions can catapult your life in the direction of your dreams. Ask a child what they want to be when they grow up, the answer will sometimes astound you and always bring a smile to your face. No matter how you're feeling, skipping down the street will evoke a sense of fearlessness in your heart. Take time to notice a single flower that is sprouting alongside many others and know that you are also growing. Dare to make a slight change in your daily routine each day and stay in motion, taking in all of life's fantastic connections.